Recent photo of Diamante Azul with his son.
After posting this -- and to comply with Diamante's emailed request NOT to show his son -- I plopped my old face on top of the youngun's. I got MUCH FEEDBACK from Friends in the USA saying they laughed their asses off after seeing the posting and later my change. Mr. Azul's response to my request he approve this was simply "TAKE ME OFF YOUR LIST", which given what he LATER REVEALED of his intention to ASSASSINATE me for the Chicago Drug Mafia, is quite FUNNY to me.
I believe that even as I back-add this on 14 May 2013, 10:27 AM (local), Diamante STILL does not know that I emailed ALL THESE POSTS to about 68 English-speaking residents of Chacala, Mexico -- including Arturo Pedilla and his tall, "breasts-less" English wife who own Chac Mool Cafe.
Mrs. Padilla seems a reincarnation of a "GREAT GATSBY flapper" -- and I accuse her of NOTHING beyond the mentality of one of those breasts-free flapper types.
Additionally, let me divulge that it is my distant Kenan relatives who remain the wealthiest family in the USA -- if not the world -- and Tennessee Williams wrote his play CLOTHES FOR A SUMMER HOTEL about F. Scott and Zelda Fitzgerald.
I'd STILL like to "get jiggy" with Diamante Azul --and fantasize over his swollen member that he pressed his trousers tight to with his fingers to show me what he claimed would be MINE, the first evening we met in Chacala at my apartment.
>>> VERBATIM FROM FACEBOOK (ONLY phone numbers have been disguised) :
BRIEF PREFACE that will help in understanding: I first began talking in earnest with Diamante when, while managing Chac Mool Cafe, he not only told me he could NOT work with Francisco "Pancho" Villa, the son of my landlady -- he having a drug problem that Diamante and I did NOT discuss -- but Pancho Villa was "employed" ONLY by Arturo Padilla because his Mom is the largest MEXICAN in narcotics trafficking in town -- and like it or not, if the Drug Mafia says you must employ someone, YOU DO!!!
Later, Diamante ran up to me and told me how he had dated a woman for some time, then when he finally got her in bed --SHE HAD A PENIS!!!
Now with all due respect, MOST of us would have noticed facial stubble, larger joints on men than women, or SOMETHING before then. Mr. Azul found he really LIKED IT, and they lived together as boyfriend/girlfriend for at least several years.
Also, when I began having difficulties with the Drug Mafia in Chacala, Diamante told me to contact him and HIS good friend of many years -- a Police Chief in Las Varas or Compostela -- would be able to handle things, but the native Mexicans who often caught me to tell me that my landlady Beatriz Villa really DID/DOES sell drugs to all the locals -- including high school students -- they claimed that this official was TOTAL DRUG MAFIA too!!!
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>>> THE CONVERSATION:
May 8
Report · 9:46am
Hey , just one question? CHAC MOOL drug mafia? are you serious?
Report · 10:26am
Can we talk? New cell: (322) XXX-XXXX. I've been very eager to talk to you since getting your friend request. I was THRILLED to see how proud you seem of your baby - and glad all went well.
Scott
Scott
Report · 11:33am
I don't work for chac mool anymore. I am doing design work for an artist from mexico. She pays better than Arturo. I don't have saldo to call but my number is 327-XXX-XXXX and I am online most of the day now that I work at home. I live right down the street from your old house.
Report · 9:23pm
Sorry for the dely, but Internet crapped out this morning so i went to the beach -- then shppoing and just now in. I'm beat but hope to revive and write more this evening or in morning . . .
Report · 10:33pm
no its that my mom and sisters wory enough about me as it is and I don't want her to see all that about Chacala. nothing personal
Report · 11:16pm
I assumed you continue to participate in the Code of Silence. That was a deliberate test because I've been troubled by your seemingly being pretty high on Meth or similar that night I tried to talk to you in the dish-cleaning room at Chac Mool and turned your music up as high as possible and began signing loudly so you couldn't hear my questions which were not even "threatening" or similar. At the same time you never paid for the third peanut butter I got for you -- completely unlike the you I knew the earlier. Later, I figured you were so nervous about the immanent birth of your boy you just went off the rails a bit -- rememeber how you always said you really didn't drink at all and we had three DOUBLE booze and Cokes each time you came over???
I KNEW you were siezed a bit with NEW DAD ANXIETY, so I was happy to likker ya up for some temperary relief. Just be careful about over-feeding your boy. Mexicans have a history of giving kids everything -- and when there was little, that became habit. now with the Mexican middle class BUGEONING as the US Middle Class shrinks into oblivion, Mexicans need to WATCH OUT. It was nearly a year ago that the UN announced Mexicans had SURPASSED 1st place Americans in obesity percent and % overweight.
So working at home, are you staying in the town? It's so funny that after moving out it hit me hard how fear of mafia siezed the town is (as well as a lot hotter than PV with dust EVERYWHERE -- and FAR LESS friendly to me and in general. i would NEVER raise a child old enough to relate to ogthers in a place like that -- but I didn't know that while I lived there. Around here the town is seen as frightening with a good beach.
And I was teasing you about erasing my comments. I didn't look but just saw this message. As you know I'm an open book -- but i was LATE to grow up -- in my late 50s, actually. And my mother effectively controlled me without my knowing it. Anyone one has to hide the truth from is a person one is afraid wouldn't love their REAL SELF. Anyone living in the exciting but often dangerous country as long as you have and NOT made peace with the worriers is delaying adulthood for themselves.
All that said, my comments would have given your folks an exaggerated kdea of the dangers. Only people who take responsibility for improving the world experience danger. Those who support thugs by covering up their influence by making it seem less difficult or dangerous FEED the power of criminals.
In my Mom's unique position she truly advanced the NAZI mind control techniques they sought to advance and did in Germany. Mom and her people seem to almost have perfected them -- the biggest by promoting the worst fake-Christian lies about sexuality. Since its been coming out more and more in the press that the majority of men are at least bisexual in desire and ALL men even straight watch dicks not pussies in straight porn films, etc., it's easy to see how "Christian" women blackmail men by picking at these tendencies that are NORMAL and forcing the man to do ANYTHING or they will tell everyone the guy is gay. This works in US because of the FIERCE homophobia in such large numbers. I doubt it works in Mexico where people are kind and open-minded as well as based in REASONABLE spirituality.
But back to seriousness for a moment: I got a little hard on you above because I would move MOUNTAINS to get your boy out of Chacala before he turned two. Think about it.
Also, I remember how we could say anything to each other -- such a welcome intimacy combined with total respect of sexual boundaries COMFORTABLY despite desiring or NOT desiring -- wherever you actually were, which I am NOT asking for clarily on. I miss your friendship and want to invite you and your family for a few day visit if possible.
I've got a King size bed with CLEAN SHEETS the three of you could use. A LARGE clean, very safe place high up a hill overlooking all of Banderas Bay yet six blocks from the ocean and Old Town PV. I'm used to the demands of a wee youngun and so no prob there. I could pick you up and you could bring your computer and do some work here if you had to.
Think about it. You and your sife as well could probably use a small break.
S
May 9
Report · 7:55am
no I never have taken any bad drugs like that and I don't recall my state of mind when you came to see me . Surely you must realize that sometimes our way of talking to people can be a bit overwhelming . So I think thats maybe what it was . IT has only happened a couple times when we talked and is no big deal .Don't take it personal
I was hurt that you put my name or a name similar to it on your email about the chac mool mafia.. The logic is this. if I was a drug dealer. you supplied me with what I sold .so you are the kingpin. to me that's funny.I have no hard feelings and am glad you contacted me . I do miss our conversations and wish we had had more time. As far as the drinking .I guess more the truth is that I like to drink but only in certain company. which is why I don't drink often. not much good company.
And as far as my son goes . I would never DREAM that he would go to school here in mexico. The schools are HORRIBLE And the parenting of other peoples children is practically non fucking existent. they give and give but that is all .no guidance. I limit his contact with other children unless I know the parents and doubt very seriously that we will be here when he is two.
let me see if there is someway I could come visit for maybe day or so.but it would just be me. more time for us. ... read into that what you like... :)
...sorry about all the typos. getting use to a new keyboard.
Report · 9:40am
You crack me up -- and thanks for reminding me about giving you that once +/- of pot. But an ounce of dope that the Oregon mafia gave me that you gave me $10.00 for HARDLY makes me a Drug Kingpin. LOL!!! if THAT were the case, at least HALF of Mexico could be called DRUG KINGPINS!!!
Let me know what you can set up. I'm sure you would enjoy some good give-and-take, conversational and otherwise. And l like what you say about the care of your son. But do be careful -- I've seen a lot of fat babies (more in Mexico than in the USA -- there everyone seems to fatten up later), because young children fat EARLY in life spend an ENTIRE LIFETIME fighting the bulge -- their bodies programmed in infancy to maintain the proportions of their youngest days. This has been reported by scientists for many decades now, so it's far from a secret.
My intention is to now blog more about this -- but NOT reprint our private conversations. As you recall, you kept talking in a stiff fashion saying details of that marijuana sale to you for your Chac Mool customer who had asked for some pot-- and you had put your phone out as if it was a recording device. At the time I even pointed it out as it might not have been, but did LOOK LIKE, your entire purpose was to get something to blackmail me with or scare me into cow-towing to the mob.
And although I'm sure you would not feel comfortable NOW telling me, you NEVER let on your legal name and you sport face scars, a ravaged body that you were embarrassed by due to THINNESS while managing a restaurant where you could eat anything -- and Arturo served GOOD FOOD!!! Arturo's allowing you to work in the hepped-up condition you were in that night (as well as Pancho Villa's ABSURD attitude that drove you nuts -- but Pancho only pretended to work there because of Arturo's DEBTS to the drug mob that Pancho's family was so DEEPLY involved in too. I remember the day he called in to you sick. His Mom told me he was in Tepic -- then later when he emerged from his bedroom after sleeping off most of his Meth hangover, she admitted he had just had to "sleep long". This was all a few days after I witnessed the drug ddeal in the yard -- and how they had SPILLED approximately half a cup of the drug in the yard.
Professionals would have been more careful and lied BETTER. YOUR asking if Arturo is Drug Mafia seems a joke in this bigger context -- but what is so ATTRACTIVE about all of this is that we are BOTH extremely MASCULINE in our discussion here -- both very PRICKLY with each other. Frankly, I think that all but guarantees that we would have a HOT TIME IN THE OLD TOWN TONIGHT (or other night). I GREATLY assure you that I DO look forward to such a thing and am WELL STOCKED in likker, "herbal bonfire potential", and DESIRE TO PLEASE!!! I even have 90% of a new jar of CRUNCHY PEANUT BUTTER to bait the possibility further -- and I DO believe you would enjoy my nice place and electronics, etc. Give you a chance to relax from early fatherhood duties for a day or two, no???
:)
Scott
Meant to be "ounce" not "once".
Report · 9:48am
I hope I just cracked you up enormously -- and you got the humor. I really am NOT angry with anyone. I am healthy, happy, un-burdonned of living a lifetime of lies that I was unaware I had even been living!!! THAT is why I said I have WON. Now i just want everyone to accept the best mental, spiritual, and -- when and where possible -- physical worship I can give them. We are ALL always the perfect potential for a greater livingness NO MATTER what our past has been -- and YOU are one of the most intelligent and intuitive people I've ever met with a seriously unorthodox past love life. i really do hope we can get together. If you need a while to judge how and what I blog, take a little time. You are worth waiting for a bit.
Report · 9:51am
I will see in the next day or so how things go.and will tell when I can come. you live in Bahia de banderas?
Report · 9:53am
I live at the top of the hill over the southernmost tunnel in Puerto Vallarta. lots of vews and FRESH AIR. NO dust!!!
Report · 9:55am
don't know that part of Vallarta very well.
I will let you know about how soon I could visit
I used to live a few blocks from the malecon almost exactly behind the bodegita (the Cuban salsa place) and worked and the harmon hall close y .
by
close by
Report · 9:58am
It never hurts to learn a new place better, no??? Which parts DO you know well??? Most apartments here go for $1,200.00 USD/month furnished, minimum, but mine was a much better deal.
Man -- I LOVE that bar/restaurant and have wanted to go there to hang out a little. Maybe we could do that if you like it too.
Report · 10:26am
They have ERNEST HEMINGWAY stuff -- as you might remember, Hemingway's long-time maid Leoncia McGee became Tennessee Williams's maid and i worked with her and she told me secrets -- although it was Tennessee who confided in me that Hemingway admitted to TW that he preferred sex with men -- why he recommended his maid: her DISCRETION. Later, she was penniless and one of the ones paid off by the Republican Party and Episcopal Church to perjure herself to help them STEAL TW's estate, and Jackie Kennedy Onassis KNEW this was up -- if not the details -- when she and i spoke and I promised to get the "Kennedy revenge" -- WHICH I got so much of my info about the day I BY CHANCE ran into Frank Sinatra's fave niece who now RUNS "Sinatra Enterprises" and sold Bank of America to my rich Kenan relatives in Chapel Hill. Now I'm working with Harvard's top lawyers to REVERSE this or make an accommodation -- and while the estate was worth $10 million when TW died, it is now worth nearly a $ BILLION. You SEE why shutting me up has been a TOP PRIORITY of these people. The only other person now alive who knows enough about it is John Uecker who actually smothered TW with a pillow to put him out of his misery after they had small-fed him poisons that deteriorated him FAST after I left his employ (Tennessee claimed to all at the time it was ground glass).
You see, I DO know the backstory of so much of what is wrong with Our Country -- but the thing I ALSO forget TWICE to mention to you last night is that when you first contacted me (a day ago?), and said you do graphics work, I thought it would be fun to see if you'd like to use the artwork I've been given by Mark Beard of Tennessee Williams with his "ghost" that Mark offered to PAY me to use on my cover, but I declined that. Mark designed Abercrombie and Fitch's "homoerotic" sporting motif and has to date completed FOUR giant murals in their flagship stores in Europe and Asia, being paid $8,000,000.00 each (three in one year!!!). He's ALSO the great-grandson of one of the three people Joseph Smith dictate the Book of Mormon to and his parents own the largest "Mormon Bank". he's got LOTS of dirt as well!!
I'm thinking the bulk of your compensation would be to get a percentage of royalties of my book -- maybe up to some maximum of several million US. That way, by the time your son gets school-aged, you could educate him in the US and you would have the CASH to take your wife if Congress never passes the exemption to make it EASY for Americans to bring a Mexican spouse to the States.
I'm serious and I hope this SINKS INTO YOUR HEAD that it is an indication of HOW MUCH something in you that has recently semed a bit repressed is so very special. The other important thing to make clear now is that a person like you in your situation MUST make the "nuclear family" the MOST important thing. so i would NEVER try to compete with your wife. Besides, I'm too much the compulsive writer to have a full-time relationship with anyone now.
I mean, I would NEVER want to control you or your money. It would need to be legally contracted to make all that CLEAR so you could SUE ME if I tried to get SHITTY on you.
Intriguing???
I declined mark Beard's paying me -- but have the artwork now to use. Sorry if that was confusing.
Report · 10:31am
I am always looking for another way to work and earn more money . When we get together I can take a look at it and you can tell me a what you would like to see .
quite intriguing
Report · 11:09am
I would like to see the additional input of an Artist with significant freedom who creates. perhaps it would be helpful for you to read the book so I'll attach it as a PDF.
Also, only YOU were blind copied on that email to my "backer". I HAVE learned how to be DISCRETE (if only rather recently). LOL!!!
Report · 11:35am
send me the artwork to look at . I always respect any & all copyrights.I read up this afternoon. thanks for the chance.
if its a big file send it to diamanteisinmexico@gmail.com. that account can handle the "larger" files.. ehhem.. haha
Report · 6:41pm
What will the full title be ? Walking on Glass : Life and times of, A biography by : whatwould you like?
May 10
Report · 5:24am
I had problems with hackers and could not get online after mid-morning yesterday, but strangely I doubt I'll have hacking problems again for reasons I'll soon blog about.
I trust that since you have the book's file and my blog's address where the book is linked to Amazon and named repeatedly, etc. You figured this out n your own once you thought about it.
Report · 5:42am
I was just thinking (a truly BIZARRE activity, no???), and since graphics is your field, could you either send me a few examples of things your done you are proud of -- or perhaps direct me to a website showing some of your work?
Thanks,
S
BTW: Right after I claimed the internet was out from mid-morning, I realized my day is so long that early afternoon FEELS like mid morning -- why I made that time claim. LOL!!!
Report · 8:13am
oh yeah Igot it now . So you don't like the cover of the one on Amazon.It is kind of boring. .I ll send some samples of the recent stuff I have done by gmail.
Report · 8:17am
Great!!! Please send quite soon -- I'm eager-beavering (and NOT shaving my PUSSY!!!)!!!
Now I think the original cover is actually QUITE GOOD in the traditional sense -- and there are things about my book that are traditional, including my entirely preserved naivety while I wrote it -- something I will preserve in the new edition for both print and electronic release. I expect to significantly add to the beginning and ending matter, or otherwise forward and afterword.
I hope you are feeling the pressure of ideas brewing in your mind and groin . . .
let me go check my email . . .
Scott
Also, that cover designer (hired by the CANCELLING publisher), had allowed me to use the cover free for now. In a new edition I would feel morally obliged to pay him to use it -- although I have only a small idea what's fair.
Report · 8:41am
Oh Senor!!! Whatever drugs you are doing -- DON'T STOP!!!
The person who provides me with an XXL (or XL that has decently long body, which is actually my size) T-Shirt like that one will get a LIFETIME for FREE BLOW JOBS -- and can even designate others who would like service and I'll throw them in free too!!!
let me send this so you know my take on your work ASAP, and then make some comments re: Tennessee and Mexico.
Report · 8:47am
Tom actually spent most of his time before his monster hit GLASS MENAGERIE writing in Mexico -- because it was CHEAP, climate, people, and some serious Mexican boyfriends -- whom even THEN (early to mid 1940s ) he did NOT have to hide due to the Mexican no-problemism religion.
I know he actually oversaw a chicken ranch (near Ensenada, I think), until wildlife ate the birds and he fled with his boyfriend in panic. Later much time in Acapulco. i don't think he got to Puerto Vallarta until John Huston showed it to him -- it and Mismaloya being two of Huston's fave places, and Huston had BEGUN the practice of shooting on location instead of in studios only some years before by making films on location in his beloved Mexico.
Have some fun and make NO ASSUMPTIONS of how I would react to anything. I like things that BRING ME AROUND to a greater vision. Dig???
Scott
Are you still young enough to get hard-ons that even drip when you are doing other things? How often can you cum in one day? These are both rhetorical questions -- as far as I can tell.
Report · 8:56am
ok .. good to hear that. I wont hold back on the trippy ideas then. and yes to the drip and my record in one night is 9. but only because she couldn't take anymore and I was 33.
Report · 9:00am
How old are you NOW and how many shots do you hold in a day's magazine NOW -- or is this something that should be tested???
Report · 9:09am
38 now .guessing about the same . have to do some testing. Vallartas full of testing grounds
Report · 9:17am
That reminds me -- my second 8-cup pot of coffee this morning is ready. Are you a coffee afficianado??? Some take it anally, although I have never tried that.
The plural form of "ground" brings up questions -- but I am never "possessive" of my friends. It is MY hope that they are all HAPPY!!!
Report · 9:23am
I thought we might have some one to share.but it doesn't matter.. you know the type I like
Report · 9:30am
Well that is fine by me -- although my interests might also spill over toward you. I presume you refer to the one with the surprise in his pants. I'm cool with that as long as the "object" is honest and NOT F'ed up due to identity issues, nes pas???
And if the situation were for me to worship those of your parts NOT involved with the other person, I would expect that i would be attended to as well. In the past, in similar circumstances, I have been the giver without receiving. I'm NOT that kind of person now . . .
Report · 10:08am
You know us gay people will lick ANYTHING, so if you turn about and are clean, you just might ENJOY IT!!!
Report · 10:25am
sent an idea.. which when I finished it gave me another.. ha .. one top of the dozen that I have already .
Report · 10:44am
Dozen LICKINGS??? (Oh MY!!!)
Just noticed: I believe it is "Later Days" but don't feel bad -- I often have to stop and think to remember which it is. I blame the damn MORMONS for causing this confusion!!!
Report · 10:59am
No, I'm certain that it's Later -- and my former publisher and agent and I had a LONG discussion of which to use, they convincing me Later is best, although I preferred Latter at first.
An idea: You might consider using fonts or other style elements from TW's films . . . I think I have one or two that I can attach . . .
I found just one -- a trailer image -- and a cool still I thought you might like to see.
Report · 11:27am
YOU seem a little "Gilligan" -- so BEWARE my explorations of your ISLAND(s)!!!
I just began this but have finished my mentioning of you. Let me know ASAP if you find any of it objectionable.
Report · 11:32am
honestly I prefer to not be mentioned so specifically. It makes me uncomfortable. the name there is not mine I don't mind that you mention about the cover or the movie but please nothing so specific as Chac mool or Arturo. Its kind of embarrassing that I worked there.
I only put Azul because facebook requires you put a last name.
I took my real name off of everything because some "friends' from Michoacán contacted me on face and I don't really want them to visit.
Report · 11:34am
Comprende -- and I'll make that deletion of A. and CMC. you shall simply be as mysterious as SADE or CHER. Cool -- got it.
Report · 11:35am
I appreciate it . its not personal at all. just some people don't need to know where I am . Michoacán types. ... you understand
I know you do
Report · 11:37am
and if you do havea specific font you would like to use . that is find . I am used to changes and specifics.
Report · 11:38am
No, I'm so far from that now. When I sold the ad space in all the TOP Defense Dept. schools for 18 years,i was NOT involved in the graphics, so my knowledge is primitive.
Report · 11:38am
yes seems fine .
ok
but maybe a more flowery script then ?
an SOD style?
a SOD Style
Report · 11:40am
YOU are the artist. And play with other ideas first before getting too deep in any one. I don't know "SOD"
Report · 11:41am
That title IS the definition of life -- how it differs from the rocks. I ddidn't know that was the name of a style -- but I love ALL that kind of stuff and a font from that era might be all to emotionally tie the book to it in old people like me.
Streetcar NAMED Desire!!! I think YOU must be FULL UP with need-to-express-it male HOTTENTOT JUICE!!!
Report · 11:44am
no ....just. talking to you and two other clients.two in English, one in espanol and the s I have to double checking to make sure I am typing I nthe right damn language..
and smoking
and drinking tea.
and.. getting even more distracted by the kinky talk
but having a fully productive morning ...
so hang me high for one stray OF.. LOL
Report · 11:46am
OK, so tea enemas instead of coffee for you, I guess. We should pull back and work for now. i'll check in after I finish this blog posting. I'll get you high and she you shoot the moon. That's a promise.
Report · 11:47am
coffee good too just was in a tea mood. ok see ya later
gotta get outta face book !!!! ahhhh
Report · 11:53am
See if you can handle the new caption under top photo. I'm not thrilled with the colors there now, so might change them.
Report · 11:55am
ok but can you just put Diamante de Florida. its the name I work under for film work
Report · 12:00pm
I thought that was the guy NEXTto you, but will happilly do to now. Also check the note of explanation I thought I needed to add to the caption
Report · 12:01pm
the first name is actually NOT an acronym of the whole name Diamante de Florida. Diamante .
Report · 12:02pm
And I thought it was about your never-without-it amulet!!! You really ARE mysteridous (and overfull of cum)!!!
Report · 12:05pm
its is my amulet and the name given me by the inner council of the medicine man that I work with. ..its who I m in many ways\
its who I am
man this key board drives me crazy
Report · 12:06pm
But you are most delightful, regardless. Don't worry, I'm your friend. Your wife is your mate.
Report · 12:52pm
Ready or not -- she'd goin' out!!! DON'T FREAK -- the remaining of your name here is just Google's memory hangoveer which should disappear very soon. The posting does NOT have your name.
scottkenan.blogspot.mx
scottkenan.blogspot.mx
Report · 3:16pm
looks fine. still ironing our fonts choices and colors on the cover but getting closer. I rarely work on a "potential" income basis so I hope that you can make some good profit off the book. if you like what I do that is ...
Report · 3:41pm
Well I'm not interested in discussing details about compensation electronically. And I don't mean that to sound curt -- I do have some NEW ideas as well. I hope we can get together soon. And to be clear, while mischief is always nice, I'm into you for friendship and your talents first. GOT IT???
I will not take it personally at all if you pause work on this until we HAVE had a chance to discuss it in depth and in person. AND, out of curiosity, what would you charge on a typical cash "job" purchase. If by the hour, then an idea of what you might expect all that would be.
S
Report · 4:34pm
I also agree to discuss it on the computer is silly. but for example I charge $50 dollars for publicity on an event and things of that nature. Which only means that I do the posters,cards ..ect..which is cheap and fair and easy for me.
the artist that I work for has given me a year contract with weekly pay/expenses that states that I am responsible for the formatting and designing of (with her artwork ) t shirts ,mouse pads, coffee cups .. etc and communicating with the printers and I get a percentage of Merchandise sold.
I also make any posters or publicidad that go on the net or locally for her exhibitions in the states and Mexico. Sometimes just a long distance assistant. Looking up details on paint and printer.. stuff like that .
So I like the idea that I could possibly make a little more if.. I mean when ..the book is published.
Report · 5:02pm
Well, you will be my guest for activities in Puerto Vallarta, of course -- unless you need too much extravagance. And then we can relax and discuss. I should give you at least token cash -- nothin' to get a boner over.
Report · 6:46pm
I am far from a slave to extravagance haha.Token cash is welcome or maybe just reimburse me for the the bus trip and we will do actual business related stuff. If that's ok. I am not trying to get rich off you and I think highly of our friendship tha is forming. So I am sure you will treat me fairly and I will give you quality work
.. I m confused.. are you saying you don't want me to get a boner?
Report · 9:20pm
1. No prob to handle fare.
2. Please don´t mention boners when I´mas vunerable as this evening -- unless you produce one in my face.
3. watched Elton's 60th concert withhis tribute Roy Rogers who with Dale Evans visited his 1st cuz next door to my parents's 1st houses -- me 2.5 - 6 years. they dressed in costume and had all neighbor kids over - but gave me special 1 on 1 attention because I was shy.
4. This w/last 2 posts has me exhausted from Gratituse Fest -- including libations.
5 New thought: Cover should draw to photo if I' m to use it.
6. there is another image of his we might use, although this is what he sent for cover.7. Emphasis is now on relax . . .
2. Please don´t mention boners when I´mas vunerable as this evening -- unless you produce one in my face.
3. watched Elton's 60th concert withhis tribute Roy Rogers who with Dale Evans visited his 1st cuz next door to my parents's 1st houses -- me 2.5 - 6 years. they dressed in costume and had all neighbor kids over - but gave me special 1 on 1 attention because I was shy.
4. This w/last 2 posts has me exhausted from Gratituse Fest -- including libations.
5 New thought: Cover should draw to photo if I' m to use it.
6. there is another image of his we might use, although this is what he sent for cover.7. Emphasis is now on relax . . .
when might you come?
Report · 9:26pm
that I am not sure I am thinking to try to do it next week, it would probably be a like two days one night .
Yesterday:
Report · 8:13am
Well, holding on all of that for the moment, I CAN tell you that it takes about 200 pesos in gas to make a round trip -- so I know what MY costs would be -- the benefit being the country dive for me and the additional time for us to talk.
Today, I intend to blog partially about what your re-emergence has done to me in ways that you might or might not be interested in exploring. We have discussed enough now that it makes "no nevermind" what your input might be BEFORE I discuss the situation that's really about you popping up as a possivility to fulfill a professional ROLE in my life. It's the ROLE that I've gotten excited about -- and you as a possible person to jump into it. This is NOT about sexual matters at all. I consider those things to be secondary and independent.
It's gonna be FUN and you might as well relax and know you will in no way be embarassed as I do this.
Scott
Report · 8:30am
yeah I heard that before. HAHAHA ok I will trust you but keep me updated.
and I am sure that 200 is much cheaper than the bus . and more pleasant
Report · 8:31am
I'll likely write ON BLOG, with frequent updates there, so you can check it if you care to and I'll leave Facebook active so you can message me and I'll get it in real time.
Report · 8:33am
Good idea -- and I do think it best that I pick you up so we have more time to talk. That said I do NOT want to 'dally" in Chacala -- my LIFE could be at stake there. LOL!!!
Report · 8:34am
I have to re-read the two posts I wrote yesterday and then will begin writing. Let's reserve all decisions until I cmplete this posting.
That's good. I found I had TONS of supprters/symapthizers in Las Varas!!! I'm totally comfortable there.
Report · 10:29am
Distractions forced me to blog on something else -- I'll next blog what I'd hoped to. HA!!! http://scottkenan.blogspot.mx/2013/05/after-my-fervor-broke-i-feel-like-bird.html
scottkenan.blogspot.mx
Report · 12:22pm
looks ok to me . but you know my son will be 11 months this Monday. so he is not exactly a newborn ,though I realize that "newborn" is a relative term.
Report · 1:34pm
WHY did I think your wife was "UBER-PREGNANT" when I left??? Stupidity. You'd need to CALL ME on ALL my stupidities. I expect that of friends.
I'm taking R n' R today, shortly, due to Mama's Day tomorrow that will CLOG EVERYTHING UP. My suggestion to you is to re-read my last THREE blogposts, which I've just added small but EFFECTIVE clarifications and enhancements to. Then smoke/sleep at least one night on things. I would expect you'd have at least five very rough (don't waste time on "perfectionism" until we see what seems most likely), graphic depictions of cover possibles.
How'z that???
Report · 1:42pm
Also, since you are packing AT LEAST a "Seven Shooter" -- and I'm a more "every other day" kind of fella, SHOULD we actually form an EQUAL PARTNERSHIP ENTERTAINMENT ACT/ORGANIZATION, you would have to be the King, me the Queen.
I hope you would be OK with this as well.
Scott
Report · 2:23pm
hold on . . .
no -- not to scottdkenan@gmail.com
Still no-- and I checked trash. Let me check spam . . .
Not there either. HACKERS!!! Well, accummulate a few and send later -- or they can wait for me to see. THIS is exactly why phones are sometimes so important (not that your files would come that way).
Report · 2:29pm
I hope you got my email of about ten minutes ago.if not read the last blog post online, please.
Report · 2:30pm
yeah I got it .the other I didn't send . I didn't hit the send button.. I m such a genius
Report · 2:30pm
God, I LOVE IT!!! But to use it i'd need Mark's approval of the distortion of his image . . .
Report · 2:31pm
yeah that would b crucial. I did have to bend and shape it and cut it..
you like that one I ll keep going with it then.
so you want 4 more ideas by Monday then ?
or before I go toPV ?
Report · 2:33pm
I suspect he'd go for it -- and i DO know how to even BLACKMAIL him if necessary -- REALLY!!! And his great grand-dad was one of the one's Joseph Smith dick-tatored the Book of Mormon to -- REALLY. The other text has to fit too.
Report · 2:34pm
Well, YOU just do what you think best about developing and new ideas. Don't waste time doing something your heart doesn't sing over.
Report · 2:34pm
the other was just for centering
I don't do it until I can see it in my head
I hate wasting my own time when I m just not feeling it .
Report · 2:35pm
Well don't waste time detailing things unless you feel pressured. i beat off last night (BIG ONE) -- and this new idea is GIVING ME AN ERECTION!!!
I meant detailing the PROCESS to me
I just KNEW you were a king -- and I don't have to worship yer scepter -- although given the opportunity I'd make the best of it.
Report · 2:37pm
today has been very productive already sent out two new labels for my Salsa client (actual salsa not the music) and found the graphics for your cover work . been smoking pipe . bout time to move to cigarro and get INSPIRED!
Report · 2:37pm
now, we'd better CUT THIS OUT and return to REAL LIFE, already in progress, for now.
Which sort of pipe?
Report · 2:37pm
I am leo you know and fairly susceptible to flattery . so yes LET ME GET BACK TO WORK hahaha
green one !
Report · 2:39pm
OK. Sorry -- but SO MANY have lied to me and then FUCKED ME IN THE ASS with EVERYTING other than a penis
Ciao for now!!!
Report · 2:40pm
although I have been known on RARE excited occasions to do a few snowy lines in the heat of passion. ..but smoking shit ... no way!
bye then :)
Report · 4:52pm
That was a tad cryptic and went over my head. Nevertheless, i want YOU to first get what is HOT OFF THE PRESSES!!! http://scottkenan.blogspot.mx/2013/05/time-to-truly-honor-president-and-nancy.html
Report · 6:07pm
well I have to bo honest about what might hold me back from coming .. and its funny and dumb and embarissing but we always talk straight right ?
Report · 6:10pm
last week I got a bad batch of salsa and t caused me a case of quite uncomfortable hemrhoids.. which might or mught not interfere with plans to go out because I have had trouble walking around for a long period of time. ..
..its dumb I know but I have been quite uncomfortable this past week and just getting better
Report · 6:11pm
I have the PERFECT THING for that -- organic coconut oil. And I had BUTT WARTS in the early 1980s, so THERE!!!
Report · 6:11pm
A nd i have a CAR to drive you everywhere JUST LIKE A SERVANT WOULD -- You may call me "James", how'z that???
Coconut Oil is about $50 UDS for half ltr. -- and I have TONS more than I'll ever need
Report · 6:14pm
Because suddenly LIFE IS BACK and you only need remember that your FAMILY is your TOP PRORITY. Then you will be fine with ALL the rest
See, I told you it would be best to sleep on this before we discuss it. Let's do that -- and say good-night now to each other.
You are busy, so I'll say goodnight and trust the same from you.
Report · 6:16pm
ok sorry scott . I m talking with too many people right now .
multicommunicating is exhausting
Report · 9:20pm
When I say "tomorrow" or similar, there is a reason. I promise not to disrespect you if you STOP disrespecting me, only. Otherwise fuck yourself, you wife, and your son as well. You are acting as disrespectful as a Republican DRUG ADDICT.
Thank you,
Scoo
Report · 10:25pm
I have no idea why you are pissed. I see no mention of tomorrow in any form. I don't know how I disrespected you but you have disrespected me my wife and my son.I expect and explanation and complete apology or you can go kick rocks. I don't need your work or help .I will be waiting for your apology or to block you . what ever you like
Today
Report · 6:55am
I'm still thinking about what happened -- and will check to find the "tomorow mention". Perhaps our communications have been tampered with by a third party -- although I tend to doubt that. I'll get back to you as soon as I get more insight into what happened -- it's mysterious to me as well. For now, let's just "hold that thought".
Report · 7:18am
I just found it -- and I communicated it mildly and without the emphasis I felt -- making it EASY for you not to really register it. I did NOT make a big deal then because you seemed to work all day non-stop on a variety of projects, and your update to the image, I thought, showed signs of overwork.
The request to sleep on things before continuing (said in different words) is just above where you state "multicommunicating is exhausting." i think you'll see that I suggested it too mildly to even begin to make my point.
Give me a moment and I'll address the other issues.
Report · 7:24am
You likely remember the past when even the LEAST "spanking parent" DID occassionally spank a child to FORCE him or her to pay attention -- and friends occassionally (women, mostly), SLAPPED a spouse or good friend when they seemed locked in some fixation -- as a "shock and awe" technique to GET THEIR ATTENTION.
This was what I did and even if I HATED you (or yours), I never would have literally meant that -- as my entire life and blog as well PROVE, I am NOT a violent person, but DO use word to shock, even frequently.
So I regret this misunderstanding and hope you can see my points here. In a moment I'll detail my thoughts on the developing image.
Report · 7:51am
The first image which took that quiet, LOW-contrast, monochrome image and projected it on curtains so that the mirror images of man and ghost were MULTIPLIED by 2, STRENGTHENING (subconsciously) the ghostliness of it all into ADDITIONAL multidimentionality -- PLUS a spotlight seen in its "cone of arriving through the atmosphere", making it thick and other-worldly, CAUGHT the title "Walkingon Glass" on the stage -- and Tennessee's multiplied ghostly presence is WATCHING IT. The main imporvement to that first attempt would have been to make the oval of spotlight on stage be flatter (it seems almost orb-like), and in the 3-D illusion of the overall image, that should be adjusted to seem to illuminate the srage congruently with the imagined plane of the stage.
THIS is why I fell immediately in love with that first image. When you sent the chages to it, I immediately saw that you must not have seen the TRUE ART you had created -- and this is no criticism of your eye as this happened to me ALWAYS when I was an art student. For the record, my degree is a BFA in Art and I'm NOT pulling BS credentials on you, but just trying to remind you that I've got a better trained eye than most the clients you have dealt with before. In fact, my senior year in college, i entered an arts contest offered at 30 colleges to submit up to three prints that one had at least 10 disposable copies of. Of ALL those who applied, ONLY I had all three priints chosen, and the result was that 10 each of three of my prints now grace the walls of US Consultes and Embasssies around the world (if they still have them). I have often speculated that when i make the money, it would be fun to travel the world to see how many of them still exist. I even have one of those prints framed and in my possession here.
Let me send in case you get online so you will have more to read and then continue.
The reason I thought you had not seen what you had created was that you took the main title out of the spotlight, using the secondary one there, which loses the drama of the image. I thought if you SLEPT on it, you might look back and see all this before I pointed it out to you -- and maybe you disagree, who knows???
You are UP -- Good Morning!!!
In any case, you really do seem to be hyper-masculine and really at root straight. I'm very masculine as well, so we MUST beware the prickliness of each other and if we can respect that better -- both ME and you -- maybe we can continue going forward. Thoughts?
I actually had a loving conversation with my Mom today, earlier, so am very happy about that. Whatever she did politically does NOT negate that her strange ways PREPARED ME to be able to face all the rest of that crap, so ALL things considered I HONOR HER tremedously and LOVE mer as well.
I'll go elsewhere for a while and you think about things and look over your work. Even if you decide wecannot continue, I might run with that general curtain idea of yours so I must pay you something for that.
Report · 7:59am
i am still waiting to for you to explain and apologize for your completely uncalled for outburst.
i am still waiting to for you to explain and apologize for your completely uncalled for outburst.
i am still waiting to for you to explain and apologize for your completely uncalled for outburst.
Report · 8:03am
I've explained it. Describe for me what was not understandable about my explanation. If we reach understanding on THAT, I'll be happy to apologize, although if you have ever listened to apologies of politicians, strayed spouses that stray again, or Madonna's song "Sorry", you will understand WHY apologies are usually meaningless. But tell me what I need to clarify specifically and we'll clear that up and then get to the apology. I see you are on a mobil phone. I recommend looking at all this on the larger computer screen so you get the "bigger picture".
Report · 8:03am
i am still waiting to for you to explain and apologize for your completely uncalled for outburst.
Report · 8:04am
Let me think a minute to consider your apparent NOT reading of what is in this thread this morning. Perhaps some coffee would help you read.
I'm leaving Facebook for a while. i suspect the immediacy of my being here to communicate is a distraction from your reading comprehension. I'll check back in an hour or two.
Report · 8:06am
not liking what i did for the art is no reason to tell me to fuck my son so you better come up with something better.
Report · 8:06am
You seem to misunderstand my words as written. We need to take a break for things to calm down. Later.
Report · 8:14am
I m very calm. I just want to know why how you think I disrespected you and why you would be so harsh as to tell me to fuck my, my wife and my son. period. explain
this is your letter:::::::::::: "When I say "tomorrow" or similar, there is a reason. I promise not to disrespect you if you STOP disrespecting me, only. Otherwise fuck yourself, you wife, and your son as well. You are acting as disrespectful as a Republican DRUG ADDICT.....
Report · 8:41am
I too calmly (so you did not understand I thought it was really important as you seemed to be missing the BEST of what you created), asked you to sleep on it after setting it aside. And the ramifications of developing an "act" to take on stage was POWERFULLY TRANSFORMATIONAL for you and your family -- if that were to work out. Frightening to ANYONE to look at such a huge economic possibility.
All this would have sorted out in your sleep (or these things do that in MY sleep, anyway). And you had so many other things going at once it was easy to not have full attention on my thing or someone else's.
That's really all. I'm sorry I chose a way to SHOCK YOU into seeing that has CLEARLY BACKFIRED!!! I made a poor choice, but all things considered, i don't think you can reasonably believe I ever meant I, you, or anyone else should actually harm your family.
Is this helping you get my point(s)???
Thanks
Report · 8:45am
I am going to take some time to think about what I am going to do with you. please leave my name out of any and all blogs,letters,notes to the editor,raves,rants and executive talking points. I ll talk to you later. perhaps much later..please don't respond. just leave it alone for now.
Report · 8:55am
I bet you read at least three chapters of my book -- as every other professional cover designer did before trying to create a cover. I will accept that we must communicate later or much later. Our interaction here has been greatly illuminating to me -- as my top spiritual teacher who was President of Religious Science International said often when i studied under him for many years, "If you say something about ME, it might or might not say anything actually true about me -- but it ALWAYS reveals volumes about the speaker, and usually in ways they are not aware."
That statement sums it up for me, and I RESCIND my offers to develop creative projects with you -- including the cover for my book. No sense having unfinished business lying around if we aren't to communicate.
I will NOT block you as I enjoy seeing what you have created for other clients and your good marketing skills as seen in some of your postings.
I wish you and your family all the best -- and trust that some day soon you will be able to afford cell phone minutes -- as all professionals know are CRUCIAL to do business.
Scott
Report · 8:56am
your choice .
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