Silly girl thinks that Adam Kokesh has ANY interest in sexy women AT ALL!!!
Adam Kokesh planned his ARMED ARMY MARCH of Washington, DC stipulating LOADED LONG GUNS only.
How HOMO-EROTIC can one get???
"PIT SPRAY" is LOADED with Male Pheromones and used by Chrislamists to EXCITE other homosexuals -- whether OUT or "just FAGGOTS" like most of them.
>>> I’m going through a major
psychological/spiritual transformation – and here is why:
While a few days ago, I had to face the apparent fact that I
am not likely to EVER had a healthy relationship with either my mother or my
brother Mike – they are now hard-wired machines set to defend their behaviors
in the past and to nurse their grudges against me. To grant any respect to me
or my best theories would, in their opinions, destroy what they think they are,
I had a twenty-minute discussion with my sister Jane last night that really was
as if NOTHING had happened the last several years.
I don’t mean that we just covered it all up
and pretended nothing had happened, but that we agreed that neither of us could
stand in the other’s shoes to KNOW the other’s experience, and within that
frame of mind I asked Jane what she thought I should do in my
basically-completed trying to make sense of the past. Jane replied, “Keep doing
what you are doing.”
I called Jane because I had gotten a
two-line incomplete email from her – and as I think of it this morning, I also
realize that the last few words were suddenly a mess of upper and lower case –
this having been a problem back in 2010 for her as well. She’s not spastic, but
had had those problems with her computer then, as well as a lot of “prematurely
sent emails”, which this one was as well. Back in 2010, Jane could NOT figure
out WHY her computer erratically registered upper case – and she’s had other
troubles as well over the years – the laptop she gave me two summers ago having
gone to GRINDING slowness quite quickly and Jane had bought a desktop hoping to
improve that.
The first think I noticed when I looked at
Jane’s machine, was that she had apparently ACCEPTED every “helpful monitoring”
program that so many software packages, printers, cameras, etc., come with, are
offered by online companies, and so forth – almost NONE of these programs
actually help Windows at all, and MOST of them are actually voluntary spyware
and I suspect can be remotely caused to act like MALWARE. This has been MY
experience.
But Jane has never had an interest in
learning about computers and software other than how to use them, and being a
very trusting person, she must have thought each offering was a cool, free
service. I could not BELIEVE how many (most of them repeating functions of
others of them), of these programs I took off. She had at least two dozen of
them installed, and after taking them off, the computer ran FAR better.
But these ongoing capitalization problems
and early-leaving emails leave ME concerned that Jane’s computer is seriously
corrupted – now compounded by the fact that she’s switched back to AT&T DSL
service. And TODAY, only my iPad Mini is getting Internet connection, while this
laptop can’t get any Internet AT ALL, simultaneously.
But Jane’s original impetus to write me was
to say that although her memory has been TERRIBLE since her fall in 1974 that
left her in a coma for five days -- strangely happening the night I too nearly
lost my life at sea when a phantom freighter WOULD have sliced the 42-foot
ketch I was piloting off Manasquan, NJ during a very SERIOUS storm that had
torn out not only our main sail and our stay sail as well, and I had FOLLOWED my strong intuitive
feeling to turn off course right before the blackened ship would have sliced us
in half.
Earlier, before leaving Cape May, the
sailboat’s captain had tried unsuccessfully to get his motor repaired several
places – until my partner in Whale’s Tale, Chuck Pritchard (very handy with
mechanical things), WAS able to repair it and my other partner, Hilary Russell,
had stopped by and visited Chuck while he was in the act.
It just seemed that the ship was MEANT to
slice us and a homing device had been planted on our boat (especially given
that an ocean-going freighter does NOT normally run in a major storm at night
when it is ALSO foggy WITHOUT A SINGLE LIGHT ON )!!!
And our boat was big enough to be seen by
their radar as well.
So who KNOWS what REALLY caused this near
accident that being about five miles at sea would have surely caused our deaths
as the freighter would NEVER have felt a collision with us and the storm too
loud to have heard our calls, the water too BOILING in the storm for even a GOOD
SWIMMER like me to survive five miles off shore.
I have now LONG CALLED this my personal
“Krystalnacht”, because like the night Hitler’s henchmen burned and attacked so
many Jewish Synagogues, Temples, and places of business, for the first
ORGANIZED TIME, my mother had tried to take us BOTH out very separately and in
very different places – Jane and I being the oldest of my siblings, we both
KNEW TOO MUCH of the SWASTIKA-LOVING to be allowed to live.
But Jane’s minor brain damage – which has
NEVER caused her to be less than independent – impaired Jane’s memory in a way
that led Jane to further embrace a TRUSTING, positive attitude toward life, and
this BENEFITED my mother as well, so there was NO LONGER a reason for Mom to
go after Jane.
In any case, Jane COMPLETED her email to me
over the phone, and she was both admitting her inferior memory, but also reminding
me that Chuck and Hilary had CALLED my parents to say that I really needed to
be transferred from what they learned was quite SHOCKING at Ancora Hospital (I
had been detained and committed without my eyeglasses and they had brought them
to Ancora, which SHOCKED them), to a private hospital – especially since we had
such good insurance we had bought for Whale’s Tale.
But in the end, John Sproesser, a good
friend of mine, then, knew about all of that and arranged everything for me to
transfer to The Institute, not only the BEST mental hospital then in America,
but part of University of Pennsylvania and founded by Ben Franklin. It is
GONE now, the campus used for a variety
of purposes around mental health, with all patients OUT patients and NO ONE receiving
“talk therapy”.
But I really appreciated Jane’s bringing
one of the FEW things she remembers to my attention – and that we had an
otherwise NORMAL conversation. The WORST I have ever accused Jane of being is
mindlessly accepting what others say and NOT believing how evil some can be,
she fed them all the info I gave her – I should have learned more quickly to
stop THAT (by closing MY trap!!!).
And although Jane never suffered even HALF
what Rose Williams or Rosemary Kennedy did when their mothers INSISTED their
sexually precocious thoughts, words, and behaviors be CUT OUT OF THEIR BRAINS
so got them pre-frontal lobotomies, Jane has been my best friend – or at least
one of them – through most of my life, and I have the same “protective” and
“absolute love” thing for her that Tennessee Williams and Jack Kennedy had for
THEIR sisters.
Being back to “normal” with Jane is ALL THE
FAMILY that is important to me, but THAT SAID, I have never lost my father,
really, either – at least not when Mom is OUT OF EAR-SHOT, LOL!!!
And I believe they will ALL come to their
senses eventually. I’m just so pleased to now have Jane – in a way that does
NOT separate her from the rest of them.
>>> IN THE MATTER OF ADAM KOKESH:
1.
I REALLY had hoped that since I emailed that
posting to HIM and three others of his TOP STAFF, I might have gotten some kind
of RESPONSE, but did not. That would have been a TON OF FUN to respond back to,
no???
2.
And I REALLY had had no idea that his website
would be such a HOTBED of HOMO EROTICA!!! That immediately made sense to me,
MOST control of God-Hating GREED-BOTS is through manipulations of the DESIRES
most men have for other men SEXUALLY, and Adam’s site is BY FAR the best SEXUAL
SELF-WORSHIPPING site I have ever SEEN.
It HAS to be a turn-off to ANY straight man
– what with all the half-or-more nekkid Kokesh and other hot men in his videos
– not because straight guys have any problem with FABULOUS male bodies, but
that all Kokesh’s MAN-SEX titillation makes him look like he’s PRANCER-SIZING
his unexposed PENIS, exclusively, and THAT is childish and boring to REAL MEN,
really of ANY sexual orientation.
This is NOT what adult men of ANY
persuasion do around Politics, period.
3.
It is ENTIRELY up to the US Government and US
citizens to either JOIN such non-sense to try to overturn Our Government
VIOLENTLY – or stop them cold. We’ll see who prevails in Time.
>>> IN THE MATTER OF NAZI MIND CONTROL:
I have never researched the subject online or elsewhere –
just extrapolated and drawn conclusions about it after observing what has been
done to me over the years by my mother and those who think like her. I find it
EXTRAORDINARY how dovetailed MY conclusions (drawn in a vacuum of research),
are to what is reported on the subject.
Especially important to me is the report that
ABUSED CHILDREN, like me and my siblings who were all VERY seriously abused,
naturally think that is NORMAL and become abusers themselves THOUGHTLESSLY and
DEFENSIVELY – EXACTLY what is true of my brother Mike and sister Julie (in my
opinion). It is a GREAT COMFORT to me to understand this from AUTHORITIES in
psychology. I might not have a decent relationship with them again, but
UNDERSTANDING the situation BETTER from an OUTSIDE SOURCE takes MOST of the
pressure OFF me – thank the only ONE “God”!!!
>>> ANOTHER SHOUT-OUT TO MR. F. SCOTT
DEAVER is hereby delivered!!! :
I have NO IDEA how this Scott got so interested in
my story – he is NOT on my email list to 500. And I think I was WRONG to think
the name familiar from my college days at Denison University. But he DID have a
high position at Exxon-Mobil (a Kenan Company), and other similar companies –
now an independent consultant (having no Internet now, I can’t research to be
sure I’m correct).
For the last year and a half (at least), F. Scott
Deaver has awarded me with TONS of “badges” on LINKED-IN, and most of them have
to do with investigative reporting and writing skills
I thank him for all of that and of course offer
him free “manly benefits”, but I’d bet anything he’s probably straight.
>>> FEW OTHER THINGS:
1.
Over the past few days, I’ve accomplished a
LOT!!! Not just my writing, but HUGE advances in cleaning and organizing my
house (and DESK!!!), as well as painting the umbrella, etc. I expect to
ACTUALLY begin revising WALKING ON GLASS: A MEMOIR OF THE LATER DAYS OF
TENNESSEE WILLIAMS before the end of business this Friday.
I still have to fire up the second
computer, update all its software – and delete the trial of OFFICE 2010, and
replace it with Office 2007, which I own multiple licenses for.
2.
I don’t like going back TWO generations in
software, but I don’t have money to spend on buying newer now – not money to
spend if I can avoid it. I doubt very much that Joseph Faulk is in ANY MOOD to
help me financially any more. Last I spoke with him (about three days ago), he
was a bit terse and asked me if Tony Narducci had written me more than once.
At that time, Tony had written to me
SEVERAL TIMES and I had BLOGGED about that and even reported my replies to Tony
on the blog – within the past week!!! Although I KNOW Joseph has had DIRECT
contact with Andrew Cook of Saper Law in Chicago – as well as AT LEAST indirect
contact with Patrick Stansbury, my former employer who for TWENTY YEARS NOW has
been involved distributing the illegal drugs brought into the USA on Air Force
planes, largely to Maxwell AFB in Alabama.
I don’t KNOW that Joseph is actually
associated with John Uecker who murdered Tennessee Williams (probably at Tom’s
request – things had gotten so bad then), but it sure LOOKS that way given the
evidence I have reported.
But APPEARANCES can be deceiving, and as
I’ve told Joseph MANY TIMES, his practical support of me means that I would
NEVER abandon HIM, regardless his motivation – and I REALLY don’t think his
Testosterone injections could mess with his head as badly as his thinking is
scrambled in many areas.
Now, to go through ALL MY PAPERS and organize
THEM. It seems IMPOSSIBLE that my papers which are HUGELY VOLUMINOUS got so
disorganized, but I need to be able to access them appropriately, so that is my
next project.
Scott
It OUGHTA BE "Adam's the BIG BAD PANSY"!!!
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