For WIDER GRAPHICS: https://theweathercontinues.blogspot.com/2021/07/my-friday-in-hell.html
I woke up at 4:30 AM -- gasping for breath, and unable to stop panting. There was no use lying in bed as I knew I could breathe marginally better sitting or standing. It reminded me of 2013, when in Puerto Vallarta -- after three days of not being able to sleep because I could not breathe fast enough, I drove to the "American Hospital" (run and staffed by Mexicans and luxurious enough to attract Gringos for "Medical Tourism" -- since it charged a fraction of what a US Hospital did), thinking I just needed to buy a bottle of oxygen to roll around with me wherever I went.
CLEARLY my mind was not functioning correctly, they talked me into some tests, and kept me there to stabilize me for three days. I had Water on the Lungs, Congestive Heart Failure, and Arrhythmia. And this posting of my Letter to artist Mark Beard (who figured in much of my time while working for Tennessee Williams), describes it slightly and more: https://theweathercontinues.blogspot.com/2018/12/my-letter-to-mark-beard-and-jim.html.
Thanksgiving 1981 at Mark Beard and Georg Osterman's apartment on Staten Island with their friends from the Ridiculous Theatre, Tennessee Williams, Jane Smith, and Vassilis Voglis (and more):
https://laterdaysoftennesseewilliams.blogspot.com/2013/10/chapter-7-dinner-at-seven-thirty.html
This was EXACTLY how I felt on waking, earlier today -- and I had a sudden diarrhea accident while gasping for breath -- and had to clean it all up, as well. Maybe, despite my having been fully vaccinated a few months ago, I'd gotten COVID -- but it was too early in the day and I didn't feel I needed to drive to the Hospital Emergency Room.
When I checked the news and email on my computer, the first thing I saw was that Puerto Vallarta (population of 220,000), that announced yesterday it had MORE active Coronavirus cases than even Guadalajara (population of 5,000,000), had JUST had a 4.3 earthquake centered about 30 miles offshore -- but no real damage. I felt like EVERYTHING was falling apart -- at least in my life -- and Joe Biden and the Democrats in Washington seemed only interested in shooting themselves in their FEET -- and preparing to DELIBERATELY give control of the USA to the Christian Trumpists.
I decided I could NOT watch any more news -- I was too depressed already -- but there was GOOD NEWS, too. There was NO PAIN AT ALL from my Shingles sores, but a long shower did not help my breathing nor my blues.
I pulled out the movie, Torch Song Trilogy -- which I had not viewed in over ten years -- and had forgotten how good it is -- and that although Ma Beckoff never tried to kill, jail, or nut-house-commit Arnold Beckoff -- NOR did she DESTROY Arnold's financial life FOUR TIMES out of HATRED of him -- like my Swastika-loving, devout Roman Catholic mother has ADMITTED to me she did -- the story of their relationship had me sobbing at times over my own history with my hateful mother, whom I wished I could peel the skin off with a vegetable peeler, before throwing Mom into a vat of boiling oil. Call me "a Jesuit" -- like Pope Francis!!!
It's what ALL EFFECTIVE NAZIS DESERVE.
And yet I love my mother for many other things.
And I realized that while very FEW seem to understand the points I've tried to make about how my mother, siblings, and Christians and other Criminals have done EVERYTHING to shut me up and PREFERABLY to murder me -- even Mayor "Bill" Saffo and Councilman Charlie Rivenbark here in Wilmington, NC (don't be surprised by the WARNING of "sensitive material" imposed by Google/Blogger: https://theweathercontinues.blogspot.com/2019/09/maga-is-magaa-thanks-to-drug.html?zx=26786c65b9af6936), and THAT is because this blog is organized by what seems PRESSING on any given day.
I NEED to begin working on my first book so I can make CLEAR that my life is similar to the lives of the children of Hitler's TOP HENCHMEN -- most of whom REMAINED IN DENIAL, like all three of my siblings and other close relatives.
Miraculously, the film had barely begun when suddenly my lungs opened up and I could breathe more deeply and naturally -- so it was like having COVID-19 for just a couple of hours.
Most of today, I was in and out of bed. All of this and the tension of seeing that Christian Democrats led by Joe Biden, Kamala Harris, Joe Manchen and others in my Kenan Family's pockets via Exxon-Mobil, Bank of America, etc., seemed DETERMINED to subject us all to Christian/NAZI rule. But it was GREAT to see not just CNN and HuffPost criticizing the HELL out of DERANGED JOE BIDEN, but nearly everyone on MSNBC was too -- and I got a fundraising letter via email -- signed by Barack Obama -- saying that the Filibuster MUST be DONE AWAY WITH!!!
Well, here is something to help with at least PART of America's Problems, today:
>>> MEANWHILE, HERE IN WILMINGTON:
Deflated balloons along river appear to be remnants of nitrous oxide use during concerts
By Alexandria Sands Williams - July 22, 2021
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I think Kaari Snook (aka "Snook Kaari"), is STALKING Philip White -- LOL!!!
Kaari Snook is part of Drug Mafia Mayor "Bill" Saffo's DRUG BUNNY POSSE: https://theweathercontinues.blogspot.com/2021/07/christian-drug-mafia-mayor-bill-saffo.html
Eric Swalwell was my FIRST CHOICE of DEMOCRATS in the 2020 Primaries -- because I first thought Bernie Sanders was TOO OLD, but Swalwell was WISE to be the FIRST to drop out since he was NOT well enough known to win. Eric REMAINS one of my very FAVORITE DEMOCRATS.
And Eric is FED UP with Tucker Carlson getting his TRUMPSTERS to THREATEN his wife and young children -- and is SICCING THE LAW on Tucker Carlson -- HA!!!
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