>>> "HOLD ON, HOLD ON . . . (There’s got to
be a future, hold on." – tribute to Pet Shop Boys ) :
1.
George Zimmerman seemed entirely truthful in his
taped interrogations – proving that I had ALLOWED my own prejudice to assume he
was guilty – aided by a racist Florida System. The prosecution witnesses are
not strong enough to overcome this. And since NO ONE was going for the gun
until Trayvon Martin saw it when it was ACCIDENTALLY EXPOSED – so Zimmerman,
reacting to that almost HAD to shoot him or at least throw the gun clear of the
scene.
2.
Bottom Line: Florida System is off the hook
(and really seemed very professional in the interrogations). George Zimmerman seems to be an overzealous person
who in the odd circumstances HERE, was NOT overzealous and in the SECOND
altercation seems to have actually defended himself.
THAT SAID, NEITHER OF THEM WOULD BE HURT
MUCH WORSE THAN ZIMMERMAN WAS IF THE GUN HAD NOT BEEN PRESENT AND NOTICED.
WITHOUT THE GUN BEING THERE, A FEW STITCHES WOULD HAVE PATCHED THIS UP.
3. I got confirmation that Assistant D.A. Smith is dropping ALL charges against me in Superior Court in North Carolina. I'm not sure he is -- but certain I've met and/or oggled him. Surely a man of this caliber is TOTALLY HOT (but I won't even google to find his picture -- I must be getting old).
4.
Sonny and Tanya are going to spend the fifty
dollars it takes to get LEGALLY MARRIED tomorrow – and I’ll be the best “HO”,
HA!!!
And he ALSO has to get his Colombian
Passport before doing that – but he can get it online, and has no reason to
leave town to do ANY OF THIS.
Total cost is estimated for ALL proper documentation: 4,000 pesos or about $320.00. One piece at a time, so he can go at his necessary rate due to ability to pay. He’s paid this month’s rent and even found closer GOVERNMENT APPROVED/CERTIFIED day-care for his daughter Jeretzi (which means “She who is ALWAYS loved”) – for a little less money. He is completing a couple of commission “giant armadillo shell purses” (that are INCREDIBLE – he should be in a New York GALLERY!!!), for WAY TOO LITTLE MONEY compared to what they’d easily fetch in NYC), so will have more money soon – plus the daily sales on the Malecon.
He will after marriage (especially), but
after the REST OF THIS PROCESS, be fully legal since the first time he was
taken by his parents from Colombia in late grade school. NOTHING stands in his
way. He can then sell his skills to get a HIGH-PAYING JOB (for Puerto
Vallarta), while Tanya sells their goods on the Malecon and they will ZOOM in
prosperity like most other Mexicans who make an effort in this STRONGEST
ECONOMY IN BOTH AMERICAS.
GO MEXICO!!!
4.
In THINKING, I realized I have been verbally
sexually abusing Sonny – NOT since I first met and lived with him, Tanya, and
Jeretzi in late 2010, but since my return to Mexico over a year ago.
And WHAT is the biggest FEAR of “straight men”
about gay men having more RECOGNIZED rights??? That they will treat alleged STRAIGHT MEN just like
straight men treat WOMEN (and gay women will treat THEIR wives and girlfriends
like straight men "SHOULD" treat them – I can’t help with THIS part).
So here I’ve been – a TOTAL HYPOCRITE!!!
But I caught MYSELF at it, and in doing so inadvertently cured myself of carnal
desire for him.
WHAT THE HELL DO I NOW HAVE TO LIVE FOR
TODAY???
And then Sonny gave me a night-blooming
cerius (or similar), as a consolation prize -- my LONG-TIME (since Cape May, NJ, 1974), FAVE PLANT I had not yet found here.
* * *
>>> NOW DIG THIS!!!:
This Pet Shop Boys song and video ALMOST TURN ME STRAIGHT:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2UG3XBDXZ6o
Clouds drift away
when they see you
Rain wouldn't dare
to fall near you here
Miracles happen
when you're around
Somehow the grass is much greener
Rivers flow faster and cleaner
Being with you
no matter where
sunlight breaks through
and suddenly there's
A bluer sky
whenever you're around
You always bring
a bluer sky
a brighter day
Thunder is silent before you
Roses bloom more to adore you too
Miracles happen
when you're around
The sunset is deeper and longer
The scent of the jasmine is stronger
Stray dogs don't bite
Birds start to sing
Lightening daren't strike
You suddenly bring
A bluer sky
whenever you're around
You always bring
a bluer sky
a brighter day
Birds fly
even higher in the sky
Sun shines
It's a new day
Scott
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